Tainted
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Last published Tue, Nov 7, 2023
They asked me why couldn't I see the darkness lurking behind that love that captured me. I couldn't bought them to understand the darkness was only a curtain to the beautiful world that brought me to my knees , captured me , bounded me to them without suffocating me . As cliché as it sounds the attention of his intense eyes forget to remind me how to breathe.
The day I saw the deep intensed blue eyes was when my world came apart , drew open , breaking the bones and melting my core to change the center of gravity that I once thought hold me .
HE was the center of my existence and the one to distort it.
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