the wind that saved me || XiaoVen angst au

It was just another one of those days were Xiao/Alatus went to do his job. Conquering demons. But, on one fateful day, fatigue and corruption took over. What a beautiful song. Such gentle wind. His savior? Well, It was a god. The god who changed his life forever. The god he fell in love with. But, how long will it last until one of them...drifts away? Forever?

➳Note: I joined genshin a bit more than 2 weeks so I haven't met xiao yet..(yes, i know I suck.) But, hey! I just got some random ass idea so like yeah let's write it! probably most of the stuff never happened between venti and xiao but I read some of the xiao and venti story on the fandom so the beginning will probably be wrong..lol but this is a fanfic so i can do what I want. I just added some tweaks so.. Edit: YEP I MET XIAO AND THIS IS DEFINIETLY NOT HOW IT WORKED. BASICALLY EVERYTHING IS PROBABLY WRONG BUT YEAH WHATEVER IM TOO LAZY TO CHANGE IT AND THIS IS A FANFIC SO UH BEAR WITH IT. THIS IS MY OWN STORY.

GODDAMIT I FORGOT TO ChANGE XIAO TO ALATUS CAUSE HIS OLD NAME USED TO BE ALATUS...yeah whatever let's just pretend I wrote Alatus and he changed his name to Xiao after the incident- 😐

also I don't know if I ship xiaoven yet cause i wanna get the quest first and ill decide...so right now im neutral...it's just that the ship seemed kind of cute so im fine with it.

STRONG LANGUAGE!!!!

TRIGGER WARNING: there will be mentions of suicide and self harm temptation

dammit i should have wrote the sad part a bit more sadder but idk how to do that :| so uh yeah yall probably wont cry cause..yeah im bad at writing.. 🤡

Made: May 19th, 2021
Finished May 19th, 2021

p.s if you hate smut..well..NO SMUT! CAUSE iF I WROTE SMUT, I'D BE INSANE...plus, I don't like smut so no smut recommendations cause ill feel disgusting after I write one..trust me, I have read a few by accident..and it was not good feeling.