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Hold On (I Still Need You)

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Yeah, I woke up and chose pain.

Chuuya Nakahara wasn't what he seemed. Manipulating gravity hurt, and corruption slowly tore apart. He drowned himself in anything that would dull his mind, even for a few moments.

Osamu Dazai didn't know if living was worth it some days. He was ready to die, he knew that when it came he would go and not have wished for more time.

They were alone.

Or so they thought.

(This really isn't canon compliant. It kind of is, but has very little to do with the actual plot of BSD and other characters. This is my first Soukoku story, and is going to be rather short.)

(THERE WILL BE TALK OF SUICIDE AND ATTEMPTS ALONG WITH DEPRESSION, ADDICTION, AND PTSD.)

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all about a boy by ilovesoukokv

I ACCIDETNLY DELETED THE BOOK SO RE UPLOAD Dazai is the writer, theater and quiet kid that stays inside all day and when he goes out he fakes his personality to fit in and chuuya is the wild troublemaker two years older than dazai that moves with him for some time because their mothers are friends. They become friends and fall in love, but it wouldn't work out this time. They live in a small village surrounded by the deep sea, but who knew that it would be dangerous. a soukoku story. TW: sh, drugs, alcohol, major character death, sa notes: at some part in the story it will be dazai writing his novel and describing his feelings and life with chuuya.

Staring at you like you are a dream- Soukoku by yyimia

Dazai, the privileged son of a wealthy surgeon, crosses paths with Chuuya, an orphan who becomes Dazai's reason to embrace life. Simultaneously, Dazai serves as Chuuya's anchor after the loss of everything dear to him. However, their lives take a tumultuous turn when they face the prospect of being separated. The question looms: how will they survive this potential separation and its impact on their intertwined destinies? A/N: so I've never written a fanfiction before and i do not have high hopes but let's see how this goes. ‼️DISCLAIMER‼️ --> I do not own the bsd characters. --> I do not own the art on the coverpage. (creds to the artist, i found this on pinterest)

Trust and Anxieties (A Soukoku Fanfic) by Linh4Love

Dazai and Chuuya have FINALLY confessed their feelings for one another! It's been a couple of months since they started dating, each going on with their lives, but, with a new blooming relationship between the two. But unfortunately, when your people like Dazai and Chuuya, not everything stays cheerful. Chuuya develops anxiety over the thought of Dazai leaving him again but decides not to let his mackerel of a boyfriend know for fear of hurting Dazai's feelings for mistrusting him. He does not want some 'anxiety' to break the relationship he and Dazai have been longing to begin. Of course, Chuuya should have known that he couldn't hide his inner thoughts from his intelligent (man's literally a detective!) boyfriend. Will Dazai be able to figure out what's wrong with his adorable chibi? Or will trust begin to break between the two?

Sorrow Witnessed By The Moon by Chibi-Tsun2021

Chuuya was suffering from pain. He was hurt badly and he want to ended it by dying. Dazai learn and came to save Chuuya. Both ended up confessing their hidden feeling after all the years of hiding in fear of rejection. [Reminder, there's some chapter that really is a bit detailed. Please be cautious. This a angst, romance and happy ending type of story. I don't really much had a knowledge on writing angst and this is my first one writing that includes mostly angst. So be prepared.] Ps : Don't Copy To Another Site without my permission

Parted Entanglement { ① } by heathereo

''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

Sanctuary Is What She Wants [NAKAHARA CHUUYA] by livinin_winter

DEATH FOR A SANCTUARY Anguish seeping through Days flipped to solstice Amidst shadows this girl lived to Did life brimmed her uncertainties? No that was not bourne to coincide She had lived up life in her favor Life for life she grew satisfied To deaths she felt fervor This verse for the lady in black In bloodbath, she lived through calvary All minds willingly gone rack Will seek death for her sanctuary --------------------------------------- Dazai Osamu is not the only person Ougai Mori took under his wings. He had managed to took in a teenage girl the same day he recruited the suicidal maniac. However, unlike Dazai, Last Name is not given her own bag of freedom and lived inside the walls of the Port Mafia up until she reached eighteen. The girl was then considered an integral member for the organization upon discovering her ability. In a world that was set for her to be in a cage with chaos, will she be able to achieve sanctuary? Bungou Stray Dogs belongs to Asagiri Kafka-sensei.

Forbidden Love |Soukoku| by DJ-3-Spoopy-5-Me

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Their untold secrets by nohealanii0

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Dazai gets sick (Soukoku) by YumSushi4

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all about a boy

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