Some random poem I wrote at 3 AM

I just want to put a disclaimer here. I wrote this a couple years ago, when I was at my shittiest. This has self harm as the like... I dunno, theme, I guess. I just wanted to put it here because I found it a few hours ago and wanted to share it with you all. Please know that this poem has a few triggers. So please don't crucify me for traumatising you or whatever.