It ended before goodbye.
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Ongoing5m
Last published Tue, May 25, 2021
A story...a story of a suicide. Cause maybe to be happy, you have to end your pain yourself. But what if...what if you just give it to others? What about Emily? What's she gonna do without you? What will she ever do without you? Well she won't replace you, I hope. Well, someone had to. Someone had to go and get their wings. But maybe you don't have a halo...maybe you have horns? Well, maybe. But Life in hell wouldn't be as bad as life with some part of family. But maybe, if you waited until you were 18, you could've been with her. The thing you wanted since forever. Just to be with her. I mean, it ended before she would say goodbye, but, goodbye's are forever, in the words of my mother.
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