Ball of Sunshine
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Last published Sat, May 22, 2021
Being an overthinker is not easy. Para bang lahat ng bagay ay Mali. Yung Tipong lahat ng bagay ay may katanungan para sayo. Kung bakit ganyan? Bakit humantong sa ganito? Paano na ito? Ang hirap kapag palagi nalang mong tinatong kung bakit lahat nang to ay nangyari. Yung bang pag gising mo, ang bubungad sayo ay mukhang asungot. Buhay nga naman. Pero, I know that things will be alright and fall to places soon lahat ng gusto kung mangyari. Yung feeling na, sasabihin mo sa sarili mo na "Ay Di pala lahat nang binibuo at iniimagine ko sa isipan ko ay mangyayari, Di pala lalo na kapag dadating na Yong nakalaan sayo"
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