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If you love me, let me go

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im_bleeding_out

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As Madeleine sets up her video camera, she contemplates the many possible ways she can say goodbye.
She's aware this won't be easy for her mother, after all she is her "little princess". But it's time for that little princess to grow some wings and become her little angel instead.


Madeleine Parker comes across as a regular 15 year old teenage girl, but that assumption is quite wrong. Madeleine has some very dark secrets that are often hidden by long pants and even longer sleeves.
While most girls her age are out shopping and having a blast she is locked in her bedroom trying to look for a reason not to swallow all her medication at once.All Rights Reserved

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