Runway to hell
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Ongoing, First published May 24, 2021
attemptedsuicidebloodandgorekillermaturelanguagematuritymurdermysteriousongoingsecretssmutwarningsuicidalthoughtsthriller
"Let's run away everything here is shit anyway" I beg I really want to leave with him he's the reason I'm still alive literally 

Amber is a girl with depression who fights to stay alive;one day she couldn't take it and accidentally crashed into another car, she sat there alone at night, in a alley way until a man her age saved her 
She stayed at his house forever until she felt something more for him. While they date she noticed something different about him in his emotions and just him 

Is he who he says he is a happy charming person or somebody more than who he says he is

WARNING: smut:), language, suicidal thoughts and actions(I feel like a ad)
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