Imperfectly perfect

No. I'm not doing this now. He doesn't get to just leave. Not like this. He doesn't get to escape and leave me here. Not with what we've gone through.

I stare at the dead body in my living room.

He doesn't get to just leave like this. He promised he would stay. He promised me that I wouldn't be alone.

He lied.

But then again so did everyone else. Now all I have is a suitcase of memories. And a heart filled with sorrow.

I need out of this place. I need to go home. I need to leave this place.

I grab the knife still in my brothers heart and plunge it into mine. It doesn't hurt. It can't, because it's already to broken for anything to hurt it anymore.

I hear sirens as I move closer to the light. I try to get there before anyone try's to save me.
Unfortunately I was not fast enough.
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After a tragic accident and 2 years trying to coup with it, Julia, a 16 year old with a tragic past, has to go back into the real world with boys, school, boys, and all that jazz. But things start to fall apart again when she learns what her brother did for a living, what the family business really was, and what really happened 2 years ago.