I Am Not Who You Remember
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Last published Tue, Jul 11, 2023
HYDRA kidnaped Peter Parker in 1933. 15 years old, scared, and alone; all Peter wanted was his two best friends. He loved Steve like a brother, even if Rogers was a complete idiot most of the time. Peter's love for Bucky was different. Not brotherly. Peter always wanted to be with James. And now he was taken far away. Most likely to never see his friends again.
82 years have passed, and Peter is still physically 27 years old. 82 years of torcher, missions, and killing. Peter is not done yet, however. HYDRA has a new mission for him; Kill the Winter Soldier.
Even hundreds of miles away from his cell, Peter is still in the grasp of HYDRA. Will he ever truly be free?
Trigger warnings at the beginning of the chapter.
Does contain:
Swearing (A lot of it)
Substance Abuse
Torcher
Mentions of Abuse
Suicidal Thoughts
Self Harming
⚠️ There will be no major character death! ⚠️
(^just thought I'd put that there cuz that a trigger for me)
I do not own Marvel; that would be insane if I did. All art, unless said otherwise, is not made or owned by me.
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