Description- A villainous bartender meets a bubbly good boy catholic in a world where powers are few and far between. In the blossoms of a new relationship, a moral struggle begins. With a fight to determine, to be good or to be bad, will this pastel boi stick to his beliefs or crack under the pressure of his first love? Trigger warning- Bars, drinking, talks of religion, catholicism, homophobia, transphobia, internalized homophobia, injuries, intrusive thoughts, violence, hypnosis, ableist themes, cultic themes, exotic dancing, more trigger warnings to be added Authors note- There are two authors. We have Wx who uses they/them pronouns and Ray who uses all pronouns. We both aren't very good with grammar so there is your fair warning. We also don't know a lot about catholicism so if we offend you this story is probably not for you. Intense trigger warnings will be given at the beginning of each chapter. Hope you enjoy our story! <3