Je t'aime

"Please forget me, Lucy"
"How can you forget the person you love the most, Theo?"

Addiction noun
ad·​dic·​tion | \ ə-ˈdik-shən , a- \
Definition of addiction
:a treatable, chronic medical disease involving complex interactions among brain circuits, genetics, the environment, and an individual's life experiences. People with addiction use substances or engage in behaviors that become compulsive and often continue despite harmful consequences.

Growing up my family warned about addiction on drugs, weed and sex. They told me the consequences of these actions, on how my life will go down the drain if try to do these things. They did a great job in warning me about those thing but I guess they forgot to warn me about being addicted to a losing game, a one sided love.

I guess I'm an addict because I'm addicted to a losing game.

Loving you is a losing game and I don't regret any of that