Unread Letters(Neymar JR/ Cameron Dallas fanfiction)

Dear Neymar,
I wish you were still here. I miss you. I found your note, but I can't let you go. Why did you left us. why did you left your friends, family and.. me? Am I the reason you left us? Did I do something? Was I not good for you? Neymar, please tell me. If you like it or not I'm going to send you every month a letter. I would like if you send me something back, but I guess you won't. Well, anyway, this month sucked without you. Everyone was asking where you were. I remember the day when we met each other. Do you remember that day? I was new on school and i had to sit next t you. At first I really didn't like you. You had that look of I'm a player, but you were so funny. We both got sent out of the lesson and we were bullying other teachers. We were kind of bad, Neymar. That's what I liked about you. We were bad for each other. But this month, yes, they asked where is your bad boy? And I didn't answer. What should i say? He is gone. He left a note and I don't know if he is coming back. I think I'm going to New York. Brazil is nothing without you. I really hoped we were forever, Neymar. I really hoped it and I still hope it.
I'll be waiting for you, I don't care how long its gonna take.
I love and miss you,

Alison.