I Want to Feel Home
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Last published Fri, Apr 22, 2022
Oh the dramas of being a teen. You always feel different, like everyone has eyes on you, ashamed to be yourself. Everyone is still working out how to grow up, emotions too big for your growing bodies. This story is as high school drama as it comes: Jason is a closeted gay kid and the top of his class, Alex a struggling Christian with plummeting grades, both living in households of divorce, both envy one another.
The rewrite of It Can Never Be, the first story I wrote seriously as a teen. Since writing this I have realised Jason was a self insert before I knew I was a trans man. This story means a lot to me. I'm not a great writer anymore, but please enjoy!
(Old cover as a place holder until I make a new one)
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