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To Be So Lonely
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Ongoing, First published May 26, 2021
Anonymous POV

I was forced to prove my masculinity, but my heart broke when your spirited laughter, no more filled the empty halls. 
I witnessed, I laughed along, I tagged with the gang to be someone.

I wanted to help you get on your knees and brutally massacre them all in your name but I had to resist you. I couldn't be painted as the weak one.

When I let my guard down to aid you, you had slapped me. It made me want you, something that occurred  as forbidden for me,

Even after all those years, I still want you. 
After coming to the light of someone else wanting you, I want you all the more. Your famed boyfriend isn't any good, in fact he has quite a past of his own. Does he still go by Edward?

I'm coming, my love. The odds are outrageously in my favour this time.
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