"Alone No Matter What"
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Ever feel so alone that you actually feel empty inside? Is that even possible with an aunt, uncle and four.... (hmm... what's a nice way to put it?..Weird?)-weird cousins. Well for 17 year old Elizabeth Greene, it is. Nobody understands what she's been through. Not even the people she lives with. At school, she's an outcast... not one friend. Like all teenage girls she dreams to meet the right guy and live happily ever after. NOT! Lizzy doesn't do all that cliché stuff, and she certainly does not believe in love.
After the death of her parents and little brother Tom, she closed her self off from the rest of the world. Will she ever open up to anyone? Will anyone ever understand her? Is there anyone as messed up as she is inside?
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Hey guys-- this is my first story. I've almost completed it but the first few chapters are cringe-worthy in my eyes so I'm going to re-write them in my spare time.
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