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Make Me Whole [bokuaka]

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Reads 14,460
Votes 324
Parts 25
Time 3h 35m

Mature

akaashi akaashikeiji bipolardisorder bokuaka bokuto bokutokotaro haikyu haikyuu msby selfinjury suicidalthoughts

Computer company exec Akaashi Keiji has just been introduced to the ace of the MSBY Black Jackals, Bokuto Kotaro. Sparks fly from the beginning, and at first Akaashi thinks the ace is out of his league. However, as they get to know each other, Akaashi begins to fall for the golden eyed spiker. Until Bokuto isolates himself and won't speak to anyone, Akaashi included.

CW: bipolar disorder, attempted suicide, suicidal ideation, self-harm, cutting, mania, depression

This is an AU fanfic. All characters are in their 20s. Mostly fluff with some angst and a little smut. Part 2 of MSBY series (2 of 3)

I do not own the Haikyuu characters. I do not own the cover art.All Rights Reserved

akaashi akaashikeiji bipolardisorder bokuaka bokuto bokutokotaro haikyu haikyuu msby selfinjury suicidalthoughts

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Pact by demonkitty10

Sakusa x reader (gender neutral) In which you are a writer, famous for the various novels and journals you have written since college. You meet a certain MSBY volleyball player, making a deal to fake date for personal reasons. Sakusa can't touch anyone due to mysophobia. His family and teammates have bothered him about getting into a relationship now that he's an adult. He plays volleyball in Osaka and is part of the MSBY Black Jackals. He meets you when you were writing a journal about the volleyball players of MSBY. To fix his personal problem, he makes a deal with you. You two end up being seen as a couple, even though there are no feelings between you two as you start this deal. Sakusa ends up asking you to help him with the physical aspects of a relationship, soon being able to touch you. He ends up seeing you as special, a special place for you forming in his heart. Who falls first? And who falls harder? Warnings? Probably vulgar language, comments about sex

The best thing in my life(bokuaka) by sofiasabyss

I do not own any of the characters Credits to Aleks on Twitter for the cover Summary: SPOILERS FOR THE WHOLE STORY AHEAD!!!!!!!! Akaashi and Bokuto have always liked eachother, although both of them were clueless about the other's attraction, until one day they finally confessed. Everything was going well until they decided to tell Akaashi's parents, who are very homophobic. Bokuto starts thinking it's all his fault that Akaashi's parents don't see him the same and that Akaashi's relationships were ruined, so he starts doing unspeakable things to himself. Akaashi tries to help, but what could one seventeen year old do?

Why I hate you, Akaashi Keiji by mrstodorokishoto

Akaashi x Reader Haikyuu Fanfiction Haunted by her insecurities she tries to get through college. But with constant fights with Akaashi and his soul crushing blank stare, it seems impossible to handle. Will the two get along for the sake of their shared friend Bokuto? Notes: 18+ Smut she/her pronouns college AU insecure reader SHORT STORY AND SLOW UPDATES! I do not own any of the characters except for my OCs and the plot! All credit goes to Haruichi Furudate. Do not post my stories anywhere else! hope you enjoy!

empty ~ kurotsuki by 11k41y0

"the secret is to just be empty." his reflection looms over him as if it were a giant wave waiting to devour him. he feels the noose of his subconscious grow tighter, suffocating him with the voices of dysmorphia. as it tightens, his control begins to slip. "you can trust me...they don't know what you need...this is what will satisfy you." in his mind, he is healthy and this is normal to want to be thin. he has to be the spitting image of a national-playing athlete. he has to be for his boyfriend; who would want to date someone this ugly? he has to be for his family; he can't fail their expectations. this is normal. kei is stubborn. too stubborn for his own good. "you're beautiful." lair. "you're perfect just the way you are." shut up. "i love you." why? it may be too late for kei to realize that he is no longer himself. he is nothing but a hollow shell living in foreign skin. inside, he is empty. *** this story is inspired by jaidenanimations and BoyInABand's song "Empty". i do not own the song, nor do i take any credit for the lyrics. i do not own haikyuu or any of the characters. these characters belong to Haruichi Furudate. this story covers mature topics that may be triggering to some individuals. viewer discretion is advised. lowercase intended.

Two Worlds Collide (BokutoXReader) by steph_703

Y/N l/N was your average girl. She had good grades. Good group of friends. She was happy and cheerful. And she had wonderful parents. But that all changed when a certain accident left her alone. It all happened quick and now she had start over. She wanted nothing to do with anyone and kept to herself. She didn't even bother looking for her soulmate. In a world where on your body, the initials of your soulmate appear...Y/n could care less about it. "Why him? Out of anyone in this world.. Why him?" COMPLETED! DISCLAIMER!! I DO NOT own any of the Haikyu characters. Only my OC Characters. I do not own any pictures unless stated otherwise. All credit goes to the artists.

{ROAD TRIP} Bokuto x Fem!Reader by hinatastinygiant

-𝐤𝐨𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨 𝐛𝐨𝐤𝐮𝐭𝐨 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 -before graduating college y/n was great friends with akaashi, bokuto, hotaru, kenma, and kuroo. But after graduation, the group ultimately went their separate ways and started their jobs in different fields. one day by pure coincidence, or possibly fate, y/n bumps into bokuto. he convinces you to get the group back together and reminisce about that road trip you all promised to go on... but never did. 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬! language violence! 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬! smut, fluff, angst 「 © 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 | 𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐲𝐠𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐭 」 i do not own haikyuu or its character. i only own the ocs and the plot.

Free by Animeworld274

___________❦ 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗦𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲: 𝗠𝗮𝘆 𝟮𝟯, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟮 𝗘𝗻𝗱 𝗗𝗮𝘁𝗲: 𝗔𝘂𝗴 𝟭𝟲, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟮 𝗦𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝗣𝗹𝗼𝘁: 𝗛𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝗯𝘂𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗯𝘂𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀. 𝗛𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗱𝗮𝘆, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗰𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝗲𝗻𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵. 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗮 𝗴𝘂𝘆 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗱, 𝗞𝗮𝗴𝗲𝘆𝗮𝗺𝗮. 𝗛𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗯𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗛𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗮'𝘀 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿. 𝗕𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗰𝗿𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹. 𝗞𝗮𝗴𝗲𝘆𝗮𝗺𝗮 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗛𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗮 𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘁𝗵? 𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀: 𝗦𝗺𝘂𝘁 𝗖𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗕𝗼𝘆𝘅𝗕𝗼𝘆 𝗠𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗴 𝗢𝗺𝗲𝗴𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲

deal my soul | bokuaka (angel! au) ; part 2 by woesofbeingkylie

"angels are heavenly beings. they are the lucky ones who get a chance at redemption, another chance to direct themselves in the right course. devils are good-for-nothing troublemakers. they are the unlucky ones who remain evil to the ends of their days; the only survive to tarnish the good on Earth. devils are dangerous creatures; intelligent and scheming, manipulative and cunning, they eagerly snatch away any opportunity they have to devour souls, even those of angels. their existence in our present-day is rare, but some still roam the depths of Hell, even going as far as to take the form of a human to lure others right into their bared fangs." akaashi keiji is a newly turned Fallen Angel. having completed his mission with ease, he has no desire to return to Earth as a human once again, even though it is the only way he knows will save his life. the day he decided he wanted to die, he meant it. committing suicide, he claimed, was the best decision he had made during the entirety of his human existence. love does not exist. he found that out the hard way. and even knowing that, even repeatedly trying to convince himself of such a stance, he still roams the Earth, observing bokuto kōtarō, the man who saved him as much as he had hurt him. akaashi is lonely, but he'd rather die alone than die again in the real world. one day, a mysterious being appears to akaashi, promising hopes of love and wishes being granted. when akaashi strongly refuses, the being threatens akaashi with a truth; one that may destroy bokuto's future, and can only be saved by the termination of akaashi's soul. what will akaashi choose to do?

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Hyacinth || BokuAka by BookLover11166

Everyone thought that Akaashi and Bokuto would be best friends (or lovers) forever but what happens when they suddenly stop talking and cut all contact with each other at the end of Bokuto's third year? Four years later Bokuto became a volleyball player for the MSBY Black Jackal. Akaashi is currently a university student and a part-time barista at a café. However, this is not a regular café as nobody knows who the owner is or when and how it got so popular. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*DISCLAIMER* Except for my own OCs, I do not own any of these characters, they belong to Haruichi Furudate. I do not own any of the artwork and pictures.

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Pact

Sakusa x reader (gender neutral) In which you are a writer, famous for the various novels and journals you have written since college. You meet a certain MSBY volleyball player, making a deal to fake date for personal reasons. Sakusa can't touch anyone due to mysophobia. His family and teammates have bothered him about getting into a relationship now that he's an adult. He plays volleyball in Osaka and is part of the MSBY Black Jackals. He meets you when you were writing a journal about the volleyball players of MSBY. To fix his personal problem, he makes a deal with you. You two end up being seen as a couple, even though there are no feelings between you two as you start this deal. Sakusa ends up asking you to help him with the physical aspects of a relationship, soon being able to touch you. He ends up seeing you as special, a special place for you forming in his heart. Who falls first? And who falls harder? Warnings? Probably vulgar language, comments about sex