Xiao has always had insecurities and he's constantly crying on the inside. One night, after he finishing his work for the night, he realised he's starting to get weaker and weaker. After 10 years of dating each other, Xiao finally decides to tell Venti about his inner conflicts. He doesn't know how much longer he can last until he completely gives into the darkness that so often haunts him. He wants to give up. He wants to surrender everything he has, everything he was. Maybe he'll just give up on everything and just end his suffering there. After all... everyone else who is anything like him has done the same... • This oneshot contains topics such as insecurities, self hatred and suicidal thoughts so if any of those make you uncomfortable then please do not read • • None of the characters belong to me and they rightfully belong to MiHoYo • • The cover is edited by me although the fanart is not mine • • This is an Alternate Universe (AU) so non of this is canonical to the Genshin Impact story • ~*~*~ Date Started: 27th May 2021 Date Finished: 28th May 2021 Written by: Saku._.kkuraAll Rights Reserved