Thoughts Of A Muslimah
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*Previously Known as 'Teenaged Muslimah'*
I am not a scholar, nor am I a student of Shari'aa.
I am just a regular Eighteen year old Muslimah that is striving for Jannah, and trying my best to become better.
I don't know a lot in deen, so my words may be wrong.
Those are my plain thoughts that I liked to share with you, so feel free to criticize me (as long as you don't cross the limits) and If I am wrong, then please Correct me!
Bismillah
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OBLIVIOUS. (way of life - deen)
SPIRITUAL | ISLAM; THE WAY OF LIFE | THEY REGRETTED IGNORING ISLAM BECAUSE THEY WERE BLINDED BY THE WORLDLY FAME. In order to increase your awareness but not let boredom exhaust you ; information here wouldn't be elongated, all will be briefly explained. ~ please read, to avoid immersing in a sinful life ~ please read, to be aware of the sinfulness. ~ please read, to make life a better place. GO THROUGH THE TOPICS (LIST) AT LEAST ONCE, PICK- READ WHATEVER THAT WILL INCREASE YOUR AWARENESS, AND WILL PREVENT YOU FROM SINNING. IT WILL LEAD YOU TO BECOME A BETTER PRACTICING MUSLIM, IN SHA ALLAH. READ FOR YOUR OWN BENEFIT, ACKNOWLEDGEMENT. SHARE WITH OTHERS, IT WILL CHANGE ONES HEART, IN SHA ALLAH. -------------------------------- ~we are the messengers of the prophets, and our duty is to spread the beauty of Islam, the knowledge of Islam, I'm going to take the advantage of being a wattpader and do what I'm capable of by the will of Allah. #DONOTBEAFRAIDTOSPREADISLAM. PART I - READING & WATCHING MATURE or INTIMIDATING, EXPLICITLY, PORN CONTENT. PART II - CHANGES IN BODY; AFTER READING/WATCHING SEXUALLY INTIMIDATING CONTENT. PART III - WRITING & CREATING MATURE or INTIMIDATING, EXPLICITLY, PORN CONTENT. #P1 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : SLEEPING WITH SPOUSE. SHY. SCARED / A NON-MEHRAM. #P2 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : MASTURBATING IS UNCONTROLLABLE, I CANT STOP IT. PART I - WAYS TO NOT COMMIT SEXUAL INTERCOURSE & WITH. PART II - SEXUAL INTERCOURSE IN ISLAM. PART III - HOW SEXUAL INTERCOURSE IS PRESCRIBED IN ISLAM. #P3 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : I USED TO SECRETLY WATCH INAPPROPRIATE CONTENT. #P4 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : MASTURBATION WAS RUINING MY LIFE. PART I - STARING AT CELEBRITIES/BAND BOYS-GIRLS/NON MEHRAM. PART II - WATCHING DRAMAS- STARING AT CELEBRITIES/NON MEHRAM. ~ messenger of messenger @Niqabi_secrets ----------------------- started : SEP 2019 status : ongoing
𝐎𝐮𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐋𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞 | 𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟎𝟏
𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 | 𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟎𝟏 𝐀𝐫𝐳𝐨 𝐒𝐚𝐞𝐞𝐝 is kind, beautiful, on her Deen and an artistic person. Due to an incident in her teens, she loses the ability to speak and is labeled a mute. Losing her voice wasn't the real suffering she had to go through. Not only does she not remember the accident but the society views her as a burden, fragile and pitied woman. Being the prisoner of her chaotic and negative thoughts, the only peace she gets is when she talks to her Creator. In the midst of doubts that surround her, she pours her heart our to her Lord and puts her trust in Him to get the best she deserves. 𝐅𝐚𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐧 𝐌𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐤 is respectful, intelligent, devoted to his Deen and a well-known billionaire. He has spent his life studying and building the career he has now. His disability to not recognize his emotions labels him as a cold-hearted man. Aside from his work, his Deen and family are his only main priorities. Due to a sudden change in his childhood, unanswered questions force him to chase the truth. Trusting his Lord, he continues to find out about the truth hoping to find closure and continue his peaceful life. A mutual event brings two souls together and their journey begins. As much as they try to neglect their feelings, their story has already been written. So when they are sure or unsure about certain situations, they turn to their Lord for His Guidance with a mutual goal. As they come to reach their goal, they also unlock buried secrets and find the answers hidden of the past. NOTE: This picture in the cover do not belong to me, credit goes to the real owner. Started - 25th April, 2024 Finished - 28th July, 2024Complete
Door to Jannah
Rabbi shrahli sadri. wayassirli amri. wahlul uqdatam millisani. yafqahu qawli. [surah Taha] It is said by our prophet (PBUH) that "if a women prays her *five (daily prayers) *fasts her month (Ramadan) *guards her chastity and *obeys her husband, it will be said to her enter paradise by whichever of the gates of paradise you wish" 'Do you have a boyfriend?', 'Did your fiance confessed his love towards you?', 'Did he propose you? Aww that is so cute', really? How often do we ask those questions and how easy it is for us to answer them as a 'yes'. But do we even realise that it is not lawful in the eyes of our Creator? Do we even realise that we are violating the rules of being a Muslim because Muslim literally means 'the one who submits to the will of God'. The story stresses on the particular topics which the present youth is going through. A girls journey from haram to halal who was trapped in haram things and a lesson for those who attach their hearts before marrying.Complete
Unknowingly Halal (lawful)
I stare at him horrified. it couldn't happen my life was already ruined, and I don't want it to be ruined any further. No! It can't happen! I screamed in my head and clutched my head with both of my hands. "No. I don't want this" I whisper shaking visibly. "Adiba... please calm down... listen I want to tell you something.. just calm down" he tried to calm me down in a very gentle voice but how can I? did he forget what he did to me? if he then I will remind him. I look up at him and wipe my tears furiously and clean my face. sighing I said. "I want to abort" I exclaimed and his gentle face turned into his usually angry face. "What the f*ck did you say?" he yelled and take step toward me. but I didn't flinch this time and matched his angry face with mine. "I said I want to abort this sinful thing!" I screamed at top of my lungs. "Shut the fu*k up, Adiba! this is not a thing and not sinful at all" he screamed back grabbing my both arms. and I gave him hateful glared "It is! did you forget you RAPE me!" I screamed and he suddenly left my arms and hurt made its way to his eyes. "Did you forget you RAPE a married woman" I yelled grabbing his collar. "I didn't! But still, it's not a sinful thing Adiba... it's our... It's our halal child... Your my.. my WIFE Adiba!" He said his voice cracking and a lone tear escaped his eyes and I was staring at him like he lost his mind. How can I be his wife? I am already married to someone else. ****** #1 in emotional. 15/10/2020 #2 in emotional. 18/10/2020 #1 in obsession 11/03/2021 #1 in Muslim 11/03/2021Complete
Road To Jannah
Rabbi shrahli sadri. wayassirli amri. wahlul uqdatam millisani. yafqahu qawli. [surah Taha]. Sometimes love can prove poisonous when you nurture the seeds of your desires rather than nurturing the seeds of your emaan. Sometimes you learn after falling and that's when reality hits you. Sometimes to overcome your desires, you need to go through it, to know why Allah forbade you to go after your desires. Sometimes infatuation is not enough for a marriage to function smoothly but rather it is the understanding between the two. Sometimes Allah makes you fall before He makes you fly just like a striving bird who flutters through the wind and when it is about to fall, it strives even harder and it takes all the strength in the bird to flourish through the heaven while glorifying Allah. Sometimes love elevates your emaan but at times it can be more dangerous than slow poison which can slowly pierce through your strong walls of emaan, steadily making them fragile enough to crumble, which took several years to build. When we have to choose between the two roads, the road which leads to jannah isn't easy. While walking, you will realize that the path is full of obstacles which would stop you midway, which would make you fall hard but, isn't the true believer the one who after falling, picks up every shattered pieces of his heart for the Lord of the A'lameen as the heart belongs only and only to him. P. S. This book is the sequel of door to jannah. So if you haven't read it yet, what are you waiting for?Complete
ZARIAHTTY
⚠️This story is a work of fiction and explores themes based on cultural traditions, emotional struggles, and personal transformation. She stormed out to the garden. "Say something!" she snapped, eyes burning. "Or are you still playing that 'I'm-too-pure-to-talk' game? Still pretending to be holy?" And that's when Raif moved. Fast. Zariah didn't even have time to blink before her back hit the nearby pillar - not hard, but firm enough to freeze her breath. His hand gripped her waist tightly, the other at her wrist, locking her in place. His chest pressed to hers. His face was inches from hers. His voice was deep. Controlled. But deadly serious. "It's no longer like always, Zariah." Her lips parted. "I used to ignore you because I knew my limits. I'm not like those men who flirt and sin and call it love. I feared Allah more than I ever desired you." His eyes narrowed, dark fire glowing behind them. "I didn't punish you back then because I respect women - even when they spit venom. I kept my mouth shut, not because I was weak... but because you weren't my mahram. I had no right to look at you, touch you, even speak without reason." He leaned closer, and she could feel his breath brush her cheek. "But now..." His grip on her tightened, and her body trembled - not from fear, but from the intensity in his words. "Now you are my wife. Now, you belong to me. Halal. Lawful. Mine." Zariah tried to turn her face away, but he caught her chin, tilting it back to him. "Now I can do anything I want. I can touch you. I can silence your insults without guilt. And I can show you what it means to be owned in a way that'll make you crave it again." His lips brushed her neck, just for a second - before he bit her. Not soft. Not brutal. But just enough to sting, enough to leave a mark. Zariah gasped, frozen. He pulled back just a little. "This-" he said, brushing his thumb over the fresh mark on her neck, "-is the first of many."Complete
He Completes Me ✔
"Mum, you can't leave me... how could you?" A gasp escaped her lips. Her mother had been the only one by her side-and now she was gone too. There was nothing she could do. It was destiny, written by the Almighty Allah. Now, she was all alone. No one to support her. No one to care. No one to gently caress her soul. The one person she thought would care-Zidan Sheikh-was nowhere to be found. She was left by herself in her vast, empty mansion. Zoha Siddiqui, 22, single-one of the youngest owners of a top-ranking business. Life had left her bitter. A natural introvert, she let very few people in. Only Aunt Farah, her mother's best friend, made efforts to stay in touch-always checking in on her friend's daughter. And whenever depression gripped her heart, her mother's words would echo back, like a healing balm: "Have faith in Allah, for He is the best of planners." ⸻ On the other hand... Syed Amaan-one of the biggest names in the business world-had everything a person could wish for. Yet beneath the success, he carried a gentle, caring heart. He understood what it meant to have true faith in Allah. But then again-no one is perfect. "Amaan, I want you to marry," his mother said softly, stroking his hair. "You're a grown man now-and your deen remains incomplete. A spouse completes half your faith." This time, she wasn't joking. And he knew it. He sighed, stood up, and replied: "Go on, Mom... maybe I'm ready now." ⸻ But what happens when someone wants Zoha-not for love, not for faith-but for all the wrong reasons? "I need you for one night," he said, sending shivers through her body. She felt sickened. Disgusted. Her faithful soul recoiled at the thought. A halal couple trying to protect their pure love from haram intentions. Their journey is more than just romance-it's about faith, resilience, and destiny. Note: This story isn't just for Muslims. Everyone is heartily welcome to read and connect with the soul of Amaan and Zoha's journey.Complete
You, since forever
She looked at all of them with hopeful eyes. No one belived her. Except Him ! She didn't expect him to believe her out of all the people. She had expected some vile remarks and insults which she was used to. But life is cruel in wicked ways. It shows you the most beautiful things at the worst possible time and with the worst possible scenarios. "Your wife is going to be the unluckiest, I swear. God bless her already. Because she is going to need all the blessing she could get, to have her sanity after being married to a vain, controlling, conceited and..... and... a jerk like you." She was looking for words to describe him but had settled for 'jerk' in the end. Little did she know , that those words were going to bite her in the rare when she finds herself married to a man , she thought she hated his guts. The funny part was, she choose to get married to him and a small part of her was glad that it was him , instead of her harasser. Join Haya as she finds herself being rescued by the man she hated and who she thought hated her back. But there are things that doesn't meet the eyes. That we hide in our heart. And there were alot of secrets hidden in his heart. Things that either could destroy everything he had worked for or could bring him the peace and forever that he was looking for !! Status Complete but not completely edited. I am working on it and it really needs editing. Some chapters are unedited.😁 ~ Ranking ~ 28th in marriage 1st August 2020 1st in Lahore in Feb.2021 2nd in Pakistani / Pakistan on 3rd September.2020 1st in Muslim on 12th September 2020 1st in Desi on 31st August 2020Complete
SPIRITUAL | ISLAM; THE WAY OF LIFE | THEY REGRETTED IGNORING ISLAM BECAUSE THEY WERE BLINDED BY THE WORLDLY FAME. In order to increase your awareness but not let boredom exhaust you ; information here wouldn't be elongated, all will be briefly explained. ~ please read, to avoid immersing in a sinful life ~ please read, to be aware of the sinfulness. ~ please read, to make life a better place. GO THROUGH THE TOPICS (LIST) AT LEAST ONCE, PICK- READ WHATEVER THAT WILL INCREASE YOUR AWARENESS, AND WILL PREVENT YOU FROM SINNING. IT WILL LEAD YOU TO BECOME A BETTER PRACTICING MUSLIM, IN SHA ALLAH. READ FOR YOUR OWN BENEFIT, ACKNOWLEDGEMENT. SHARE WITH OTHERS, IT WILL CHANGE ONES HEART, IN SHA ALLAH. -------------------------------- ~we are the messengers of the prophets, and our duty is to spread the beauty of Islam, the knowledge of Islam, I'm going to take the advantage of being a wattpader and do what I'm capable of by the will of Allah. #DONOTBEAFRAIDTOSPREADISLAM. PART I - READING & WATCHING MATURE or INTIMIDATING, EXPLICITLY, PORN CONTENT. PART II - CHANGES IN BODY; AFTER READING/WATCHING SEXUALLY INTIMIDATING CONTENT. PART III - WRITING & CREATING MATURE or INTIMIDATING, EXPLICITLY, PORN CONTENT. #P1 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : SLEEPING WITH SPOUSE. SHY. SCARED / A NON-MEHRAM. #P2 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : MASTURBATING IS UNCONTROLLABLE, I CANT STOP IT. PART I - WAYS TO NOT COMMIT SEXUAL INTERCOURSE & WITH. PART II - SEXUAL INTERCOURSE IN ISLAM. PART III - HOW SEXUAL INTERCOURSE IS PRESCRIBED IN ISLAM. #P3 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : I USED TO SECRETLY WATCH INAPPROPRIATE CONTENT. #P4 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : MASTURBATION WAS RUINING MY LIFE. PART I - STARING AT CELEBRITIES/BAND BOYS-GIRLS/NON MEHRAM. PART II - WATCHING DRAMAS- STARING AT CELEBRITIES/NON MEHRAM. ~ messenger of messenger @Niqabi_secrets ----------------------- started : SEP 2019 status : ongoing
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