The Journal
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Last published Thu, May 27, 2021
17-year-old Freya after going through more than enough trauma was given a journal by her therapist Dr.Wayne after trying to commit *unalive* She was to write "100 reasons to live in the Journal but when worse turns to worst she flipped to the middle of her journal and wrote "100 reasons to die" First one to 100 wins...
(THIS IS NOT MY ORIGINAL IDEA! THE JOURNAL AND 100 REASONS TO LIVE/DIE ARE FROM THIS AMAZING BOOK CALLED "Drowning in my Black Box Dye" BY THIS AMAZING WRITER (brigreenie on a03). PLEASE GO GIVE IT A READ)
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