how could you be so blind

𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖑𝖆𝖎𝖒𝖊𝖗- there is a lot of sad and suicidal words so please don't read if your sensitive to that topic. Killua is suffering so much that he can't take it anymore. He doesn't understand why life is like this anymore. Why he's still existing he constantly fighting his emotions and reaching out for help he doesn't want. He's disgusted by the way the world sees him. He's been hurting for so long that he's beginning to grow numb and not care anymore. Gon came to rescue him, protect and let him know that he's here for him. He's gonna try his best to listen even if Killua doesn't want him to. This is almost like a diary dump of their feelings and emotional pain. A journey to see them battle through these feelings and find love for one another.