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Be My Butterfly-LS

That_drunk_idiot

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That_drunk_idiot

butterfly butterflyproject harry harrystyles larrystylinson liampayne louis louisandharry louistomlinson niallhoran onedirection zaynmalik

WARNING! This story has serious trigger warnings I'm too lazy to warn you at every chapter so ye,  if you don't wanna risk it just don't read it. triggers are listed at the top of first chapter.

Who wouldn't love his life in a famous boy band? Would be a dream come true right? Yes, yes it is. And as much as Harry Styles loves his fans and his band mates he doesn't love his life, like at all. He doesn't want to live and he definitely does not think he deserves to be alive. He also doesn't know how to deal with feelings. He thinks he is a burden to everyone around him and because of that he shuts them out, spends most of his time alone in his room or locked inside his bathroom. Or well his and Louis' bathroom. You see Harry lives together with his best friend since they met at X-factor, which makes it really hard for Harry to shut him out and it doesn't exactly help he has a crush on the older boy who he is sure doesn't love him at all.

This story is probably gonna be fucked up and won't have many reads but ye.All Rights Reserved

butterfly butterflyproject harry harrystyles larrystylinson liampayne louis louisandharry louistomlinson niallhoran onedirection zaynmalik

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we aren't simple - l.s by goldenangelsun

"What are you thinking about, Hazza?" "I-" "It's alright baby take your time." "I'm scared to get it wrong." "Get what wrong?" "Me." Or, Louis is a writer, Harry is part of one direction. They meet under unfortunate circumstances involving; a mob of screaming girls, very controlling management, and Louis being the only one sane when a celebrity passes out. Harry tries to find his guardian angel to thank him and maybe become a little closer to the boy with the bluest eyes and the most interesting view of the world. *this story is completely fictional and the actions of its characters do not reflect the actions of the people they were based on* #1 in famousharry #1 in nonfamouslouis #1 in larryforever #1 in harryandlouis #1 in larryfluff

Lifeline (A Larry Stylinson Fan-Fiction) by Rebecca1232

Harry and Louis have been best friends since the X-Factor. Ever since One Direction formed and became famous Harry has been struggling to find himself....or the guy he used to be before the fame. He's sick of the hate on twitter. Harry has found a way to relieve his stress and anger...but is it a good way to let it all out? Worst of all he's fallen for his best mate, Louis, but doesn't want to come out as gay. Does Louis feel the same way about Harry? Will Harry be able to keep all of these secrets or will he get caught in a lie? Will he be able to fight the depression? Can Louis fix Harry on his own or will it take all of the boys' help to do so? Update: I originally started writing this book from 2013 to around 2017-ish. I was around 13, so please excuse any errors and such.

In Front of Them (L.S.) by missingstylinson14

Harry could tell he was upset. He denied it, but Harry knew, Harry always knew. He wanted to comfort him, but couldn't take the chance of someone seeing and it putting their relationship through even more. "What's wrong?" Harry whispered, hoping no one would notice. He worried more as he saw the tears well up in Louis' eyes. He could count on one hand the amount of times he's seen louis cry before now. He's always so strong. "Please," Louis whimpered as a tear escaped. Harry was about to ask what he meant, but stopped himself, he knew. "Louis. You know I want to, so much, but I can't. We can't. They'll kill us, we'll loose our jobs. You always say-" "Please," Louis cut him off, touching his arm slightly. The older boy knew exactly what he was doing and how this simple gesture would affect the younger lad. "Please just kiss me."

safe haven │ larry stylinson by 1DfriendsLM

You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

It Ended With An "Oops" And "Hi" by flowercrownss

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles. Two boys who have hopeless crushes on one another, despite never having a conversation. Their lives are far from perfect, and what makes it even worse, is that they don't have each other. Louis has taken notice to the boy with curly hair who works at the bakery. He is completely smitten with Harry and when he finds out that the feelings may be returned, he can barely believe it. However, Louis is scared. Everything in his life is horrible, and Louis is afraid that if he tries to get with Harry, he will be ripped away from him. Harry found the small, blue-eyed boy running through his mind constantly. He always knew that he was gay, but was never one to be open about it, mainly because he craved to be accepted. Harry wants nothing more than to be with Louis, yet the fear of judgement holds him back. It's obvious to everyone that these two boys were meant for each other. But Louis and Harry are afraid of losing everything. The sad truth is, not everyone gets their happily ever after. ---------- WARNING: Mentions of rape, mentions of self-harm, abuse, swearing, and a whole lot of gayness. If this triggers you, please do not read. Your safety and health is more important than any book. ---------- ©OnlyForOneDirection I do not own One Direction (but I wish I did), but I do own the characters, story, plot, and writing. Do not steal my work, because that would make you a thief, and no one likes that label. I don't want you to go down the path of villianism or whatever it's called. So please do not steal my work. Thank you.

Always Forever (me and you until the end) Part 2 Larry Stylinson by larry4ever0928

Never did Louis Tomlinson think his life would turn out this way. Not only is his first love back in his life but he has amazing friends and a perfect son. After everything they have been through surely now life should be plain sailing. Yet its not easy being the partner of pop idol and superstar Harry Styles. Can Louis handle suddenly becoming semi famous? as well as trying to hold down a normal life and routine. What happens when Harry being away gets too hard to handle. Is this the life that Louis can just fall into easy? especially as Harry gets more famous or is it all just too much and maybe love is just not enough and ALWAYS doesn't mean forever Notes: Well here we go with book 2. Thank you for all who followed the story in book 1. If you have not read book 1 i would advise to read that first else this one wont make much sense. As before this will defo be completed and will be updated at least weekly hoping for more often but will depend how busy I am at work. Anyhow hope you enjoy and please leave votes and comments as before if you like it. It really helps.

I believe in us | l.s. by swiss-1D-direction

Louis has just moved to London, has no one there and just wanted to end his bad day. What happens when a certain Harry Styles, his biggest idol and celebrity crush, bumps into him? And what obstacles do they face? THIS IS MY WORK!! DO NOT POST SOMEWHERE ELSE WITHOUT MY PERMISSION!! STORY CONTAINS: - Self harm - Talk about suicide If you are triggered by it, don't read it. Get professional help <3 of course you can always message me <33 Also contains a bit of smut. ~~~ Written: October 2022 - August 2023

Unknown Pain [Larry Stylinson] by solelyhaz

Harry Styles has secretly been in love with Louis Tomlinson from the very first day he laid eyes on him, but Harry must keep this a secret for the band's sake. Stress, conflicts and just being around Louis begin to make Harry question his ability to keep pretending that Louis is not everything to him. Hating others and himself, taking his own life comes to mind more than once. One night, the unthinkable happens; and this causes Harry to lose all control. The matchmaking skills and advice from Niam will not help and Eleanor is only making it worse. Harry is sure Louis will never love him back. Or will he? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ { Disclaimer; all characters in this fictional story have NO connection to their actual personas besides their physical appearances and names. All personalities of the characters are simply created from my own imagination, and used for no purpose other than, story telling. } ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I hope you enjoy(-:

I'm not Crazy (Larry) by tattoo_Larry

Louis Tomlinson: 24 been in a mental asylum from when he was 18 when his parents found him on the floor off the bathroom with his wrist slit. His family called him crazy said he only wanted attention. They did not know he had depression from being bullied all the time in high school how they keep at it after,going to his job and telling him he was a ugly fag. he was a loner had no one but his sisters tell they turned there back on him and did not even try to stop his parents from taking him away and putting him and this new hell hole of a place called south alexander hospital for the mentally insane. Harry styles: 20 put into south alexander hospital for killing his mom step dad and sister. saying that he was framed and it was a colored man who tied him up and put him into the basement the judge said he was not right in the head and should get help. he has no one and cant get the image of all the dead bodies out of his brain it keeps replaying. the blood the tears the worst part is how he could only tell one person the story because he had to being selective mute only being only to talk to people he trust. ****** HELLO LARRY!!!!!! ok so this has depression self harm and may trigger some so don't read if it might because I love you and want you all to be happy. if you ever need someone to talk to just message me I might can help. this is boy on boy!!!! // Book 1 (Book under slow editing)

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we aren't simple - l.s

"What are you thinking about, Hazza?" "I-" "It's alright baby take your time." "I'm scared to get it wrong." "Get what wrong?" "Me." Or, Louis is a writer, Harry is part of one direction. They meet under unfortunate circumstances involving; a mob of screaming girls, very controlling management, and Louis being the only one sane when a celebrity passes out. Harry tries to find his guardian angel to thank him and maybe become a little closer to the boy with the bluest eyes and the most interesting view of the world. this story is completely fictional and the actions of its characters do not reflect the actions of the people they were based on #1 in famousharry #1 in nonfamouslouis #1 in larryforever #1 in harryandlouis #1 in larryfluff