Be My Butterfly-LS
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WARNING! This story has serious trigger warnings I'm too lazy to warn you at every chapter so ye, if you don't wanna risk it just don't read it. triggers are listed at the top of first chapter.
Who wouldn't love his life in a famous boy band? Would be a dream come true right? Yes, yes it is. And as much as Harry Styles loves his fans and his band mates he doesn't love his life, like at all. He doesn't want to live and he definitely does not think he deserves to be alive. He also doesn't know how to deal with feelings. He thinks he is a burden to everyone around him and because of that he shuts them out, spends most of his time alone in his room or locked inside his bathroom. Or well his and Louis' bathroom. You see Harry lives together with his best friend since they met at X-factor, which makes it really hard for Harry to shut him out and it doesn't exactly help he has a crush on the older boy who he is sure doesn't love him at all.
This story is probably gonna be fucked up and won't have many reads but ye.
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Louis and Harry were changing, everyone could see it, you had to be blind not to. The fans, modest and the boys, they all knew that Harry and Louis were changing, and not for the better. Ever since that day a few years ago when Louis posted the bullshit tweet about Larry, Harry has been avoiding him. Louis tried to figure out why bu the older lad wouldn't tell him. He would simply just wave Louis away and tell him that he was fine. But he wasn't. Harry was slowly breaking inside. You see, Harry loved Louis, he still does. All that Larry stuff, it wasn't a joke to him, it was all real. In fact he was planning on telling Louis about his feeling that night, but after he read the tweet he knew that he couldn't. Louis had eventually given up on Harry and decided to spend more time with Eleanor, which in turn only hurt Harry more. Will Louis finally realize what he is doing to his former best friend? Will Harry ever build the courage to tell Louis about his feelings? And how will the rest of the boys help their friends in their struggle to find a little bit of happiness?
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