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Regarding the Darkness

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All of her life, she was told life isn't fair. If there is one thing in life that is especially unfair, it's depression. And if there is one person who knows just how unfair depression is, it's Elle. Diagnosed with major depressive disorder at 8, Elle doesn't really remember a life without it, especially now that she's 18 and in college. She's been to multiple therapists and psychiatrists, and she's been on over 14 different antidepressant combinations. For a while, it really didn't look like things were going to get better, but then the light came back.

This is her story. 

|based off a true story. names and locations have been changed.|

.tw.
self-harm
suicidal thoughts/attempt
anxiety/panic attacks
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anxietyattacks anxietydisorder anxious bravetogether depression dissociative insomnia mentaldisorder mentalhealth mentalhealthawareness nightmares suicideattempt suicideawareness suicideprevention treatmentresistantdepression

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