The daughter of shadow and light

"It was too much. Everything was so big. Every small problem was just like the world is going to end. And I was alone. I have had no one to help me escape from this fucking whole of my thoughts. You will ask: "Why?" and my answer would be "Because I have chosen the wrong person." It was a feeling that I can't describe well. He betrayed me, but now I still want only to kiss him. I fucking loved him. For him, I am just a toy. Something that he can play with and then just leave. And he left. I have fucking trusted him and he just left me alone. He broke my heart for a million pieces. And the worse thing is that every piece was only fighting for him. This was the first time in my life that I didn't know what to do