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LOVING HIM

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faith hurts life love loyalty romance sabah sabahan sabahanlovestory

How would you feel when a 10 years of relationship just ended like that ? Every piece of your soul and heart shattered in pieces. 

You keep thinking where it got wrong ? And what is your fault ? you did everything to have the relationship last with the one you love. You have been loyal, and planning to seal the love with a ring infront of your family and God. 

And yet he still throwing you lies and keep pushing you away and break your heart. 

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"Ayden ! Please. Jangan macam ni. Kita bincang bagus-bagus okay ? I cannot lose you." 

Dia bagi saya ekspresi muka yang memang tidak kesah tentang masalah kami sekarang ini. Muka yang macam, 'apa boleh buat la' 

"Sorry. I cannot do this anymore. You better with someone else than me. I just cant. Ruth, im sorry" 

And just that the relationship has ended. Our 10 years of relationship.All Rights Reserved

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