deja vu
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Last published Sat, Jul 10, 2021
"we both know what happened last time." i whispered so quietly it made me question if i even said it out loud.
we were so close i could feel his hot breath against mine. we were so close it made me worried he could hear my heart beating out of control.
what worried me more is that we weren't pulling away.
"still hate me?" he whispered as he leaned in, taking my mind to a different place as my lips melted into his.
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warning: drugs, sex, vulgar language, mental illness, abuse
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