The inevitable
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I am writing this because I can't get therapy and have no one to talk to but need to get this thoughts out of my head.
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When I finally cut my arteries I feel at peace. I know I am finally going to die. It feels so good to not have to pretend to be fine anymore. As my body falls onto the wooden floor of my bedroom a smile was on my face.
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Tell me. After my head has been chopped off, will I still be able to hear, at least for a moment, the sound of my own blood gushing from the stump of my neck? That would be a pleasure to end all pleasures
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