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Lost Like You- ON HOLD

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Reads 12,862
Votes 579
Parts 27
Time 5h 18m

Mature

coldhearted job killing leader love mafia mafialeader mafiaqueen mafias marriage medicine mentalhealth miami rich smutwarning triggerwarning youngadult

She knew that she'd be pushed into this marriage and so did he but how are they supposed to know what the difference between love and lust when they've never know real love; it doesn't help when it's all mixed together either. Lust can always be mislabeled as love afterall

A mafia romance between Adira Agreste and Caspian Blackstone.



Adira Rose Agreste: bad bitch, hasn't loved anyone since her brother died followed by her first love breaking her heart.


Caspian Blackstone: Cocky, powerful Miami Mafia leader never learned to love, only learned to like the sex and has always been cold-hearted.


Will they be able to teach eachother real love are they just meant for lust and not love....

⚠️𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬⚠️
𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠
𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡, 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞, 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐚𝐧𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲
𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐡𝐨𝐥
𝐛𝐝𝐬𝐦
𝐤𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬



𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅: 𝑴𝒂𝒚 30𝒕𝒉 2021
𝑬𝒏𝒅: 𝒕𝒃𝒂


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Heart of Stone - Stone and Fire #1 [17+] (REWRITING) by foreverbooked81

Black eyes. Soulless. Unforgiving. Grey. Ice-cold, but just enough that I'm able to melt it. Both make me feel something. The matter was, which one out-weighed the other? Rule-bound, my life feels more like a cage than it ever has. I have no opportunity to use my fire and break out- heat can only do so much. And then like a fish out of water, I have to attach myself to this man- a man I know is dangerous. But so am I. The thing is, I don't know just how much. Only when he touches me, looks at me, talks to me even if his voice is laced with Russian poison.. that's when I realize just what agreement I've accorded with. It's a crippling touch of fire everytime he's near, and the most dangerous thing of all- even more than him, is the fact that I don't hate it. Stone is what I see when I look into his eyes. I wonder, is his heart made of it too? Nikolas Volkov When a bloody feud between the Russian Bratva and the Cosa Nostra ends with one outback- I'm forced to put myself in a position I have no other choice but to fulfill. With the Pakhan on my back, eyes everywhere mean complying is the only option. Only when the moment comes, is when I realize just what I've gotten myself into. She's.. indecipherable. I don't know what the hell this feeling is. I know it's not good. But my body tells me it's not bad, either. I try to stay away, but feeling her tremble and light like a switch underneath my touch when she's so used to staying upright, it awakens a dark, fulfilling part of me. My heart's made of stone. It always has been. So why do I feel it sway whenever she's near? 17+ Mafia Dark Romance *Standalone*

The Lucciano by my_giant3

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Russian Mafia Tsar [18+] by rj7654

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Family Comes Last. by XxxVaansxxX

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MI LUNA 🌙 (On Hold) by cherrie-01

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