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if only

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abuse alone angst bullyingawareness depersonalization depression diaryentries letters sad shortchapters suicideattempt suicideawareness triggerwarning

Written by a friend not by the original writer who wrote the other fic

⚠️TW
Suicide
Self harm
Depression
Sadness
If any if these issues (or similar issues) effect you I do not recommend reading it ⚠️

🤍 The letters written by a girl who wanted to dissapear
🤍 the letters of a girl who wants to end it all
🤍 the letters of a girl who thinks cutting will make it all betterAll Rights Reserved

abuse alone angst bullyingawareness depersonalization depression diaryentries letters sad shortchapters suicideattempt suicideawareness triggerwarning

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♡ I Miss U ♡
Mon, May 31, 2021

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♡ I Miss U ♡
Mon, May 31, 2021

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