I couldn't think of any other way out. It broke me in too many ways to see him or any of you again. The unimaginable suffering I went thought every day of my life was too much for me to handle. The ongoing torment that you put me though. it has never stopped growing. But now I'm free. All this pain. Gone. . . Maybe in my next life I'll have better family and friends So long and goodbye. - Ashley All charaters are mine