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She was never the first choice, always the second. She accepted it though she hated it.

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I looked into the mirror wondering why I wasn't good enough. I tried my best but it was never enough. I tried to change to be able to be accepted, but that wasn't enough. I couldn't be myself because it wasn't enough. I had to act the part to be "second best", it was too hard to reach the best. 

Second best wasn't good enough.

But being the second choice had to be enough to survive...







Completed 11/11/2021
Editing: 2022 -All Rights Reserved

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