Behind the smile

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Parts 108
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My pen is my release 
It's an orgasm to my soul 

-A collection of poetry and articles about my personal experience with depression.All Rights Reserved

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Most of these poems are made by me please don't copy thank you If it's not by me, I will say, and I'll give credit Some may be triggering and I appologise Thank you for reading :)

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