I don't know. I've been going through a lot and I need to get stuff off my chest. That is all this book is and do not read anything in this book if you are sensitive at all. Trigger warning for lots of stuff. I warned you so if you read this book I'm not responsible for anything that happens going forward. This is purely for myself and my mental health so I do not expect people to look at this journal but if you truly are interested, go for it.