A messed up thing called love
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When I first looked into his eyes, I knew that I loved him.
Well, of course I did. Everybody did.
But to me, it was different. I knew that I would never be able to live with out him.
But when I saw him look at Josh, I knew that we could never be. Even if I kissed him. Even if I confessed my love. It could never be.
Because he just wasn't into girls.
When May Smith saw the way that Caleb Brown, the school's most popular guy, known for his relationship with Aria Lovell, looked at the new kid, she found herself being dragged into the world of love, and with a difficult secret to keep. Will the truth come out about Caleb's secret? Or will it stay with May forever?
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