The twilight saga: Bella's Swan Diary: New Moon

"After such a deep newly formed connection she wishes it would last forever, but that forever is much shorter than Edward's"

"I rushed into school excited and nervous for this day, after such an event I knew that he would be different, but not for more than a day. I'll make him sure that I'm okay. This is the life I accept. But he was nowhere to be seen. Was he avoiding me? I'm sure it's everything about that incident last night. Even he was not here at this moment, it was still painful for me to be without him, like suddenly life was colorless"

And let's step into "The twilight saga: new moon"