Why Does It Feel Like I'm Suffocating?
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Sometimes I feel like I can't breathe. My head spins and my hands shake. I don't know why I feel like I'm drowning on air. This is just an outlet. I'll be okay. Please feel free to give feedback just keep it respectful. We're all people let's treat each other like it, also I'm dyslexic and trying my best.
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