Kid with a Deathwish
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Last published Wed, Jun 16, 2021
I just want to die. Do you guys ever think about why we should even live, well I do and I don't want to live as a human let alone with a soul that is aware.
Journey with this Kid on how he got to know what he really wanted and his destiny Is.
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