Friends With Benefits - P.JM | 18+

This was a secret, remember? 𝓞𝓾𝓻 𝓭𝓲𝓻𝓽𝔂 𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽.

You weren't bad, 𝘞𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶?
You were acting so differently from what I expected.

𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴. This was the guy who asked me for my nudes? 𝘕𝘰, 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵-- 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘴, 𝘐 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵.

𝘐 𝘴𝘢𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘨𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺, 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘯.

I created a character which wasn't who you really were. I glorified you, I romanticized you, yet, none of it was true.

You made sure you were gentle and kind. 𝘞𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘤𝘵? 𝘞𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘨𝘢𝘮𝘦? 𝘓𝘦𝘵'𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘴𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘥, 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵?

The minute the door clicks shut. I'm pinned against the wall,

You were starving me, leaving me empty, but when you gave the slightest bit of attention, 𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨.

I had a dream-- such a beautiful dream; it was toxic, but I molded you into my character, in other words, I wanted to create you.

In the end, the dream stayed as simply as it was; a dream.

Start - 13/12/21
End - 22/03/22

This is a very sensitive topic and does include 18+ content.
Angst/Smut, included.