a mosaic made of thoughts and memories

it's about to get messy up in here.
I'm sharing my experiences in life.
they're not good.
this probably needs a trigger warning but I'll put them at the beginning of each chapter.
about halfway through this, the chapters will become dark, so more trigger warnings will be there.

I've never fully told anyone my life story, so here it is, but just in moments, not chronological at all.

if anyone reads this, I'm sorry.