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My Dearest, John. My One and Only.

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Lams one shot. Alex writes a letter to his love, 150 years later.

"I know I wasn't supposed to feel it...that's what Jefferson said. 

But yet, I still did."

( NOT historically accurate. (or is it? 😏) TW: Su*c*de mention (past tense, self h*rm mentions, Jefferson bashing, mean Jefferson, AU, dark mental health themes. Lots of love in the end. Very gay. Historically accurate homophobia.)All Rights Reserved

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