27 parts Complete Being an idol is not easy, you have to wake up early and you can rest if your schedule is done, we cant visit our parent's because you have to focus on work and schedule is really tight that you cant even rest, people saying were lucky to have a lot of fans and they really get jealous but i want to tell them the truth being an idol is not easy than they think, its really exhausting like you want to die because your depressed we cant even go to everywhere we want we have to get permission if they approved they will bring you manager to guide you and especially having relationship. I want to show them that I'm not tired and really happy but deep inside I'm tired, depressed, lot of thinks, yes I'm really happy because i have many fans supporting me , loving me , care for me , my wish to have a girlfriend this year 2020, I'm BI since i was 10 years old until now but just keep it secret but sometimes they notice my style being a boyish, and I'm the one making BigHit Entertainment becoming a richest company in here and with BTS they are my junior's ( Am i right? ) and I'm their senor hehehe and our CEO Bang Si- Hyuk support us and they allow me to having in relationship this year because its been 7 year's i debut and other idol's in BigHit Ent. They cant because they allow us to enter in dating when its been 5 and 6 year's debut i really don't know when BTS debut ( I really don't know when bts debut is just comment ) and we have a new family TXT they all cute and handsome and CEO Bang merged Source music Ent. and again we have new family our 2nd Princess GFRIEND and i just heard CEO bang merging a company and the idol's are Nu'est and seventeen i dont know yet if they actually merging...
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