Is your first love can be your great love?
Because "the magic of our first love is our ignorance that it can never end".
The person who is our first love is the true friend of our soul because the story you create with them will always be keep in heart.
The most genuine love you'll ever experience and you'll ever give, the most genuine feeling you'll ever feel in this life.
You can move on, on what you used to do with them but you can't move on to what you used to feel but some memorable memories stays within you, the ones you treasure.
There's always that one person you can never really move on, and that person is the first person who shows you what really love is, the first person who make you feel what love is, the person that will always have your heart, the person who will show you how much you can love a person and what are you willing to do and give up just to be with them, the person you'll compare to everyone, your standard of love.
No one compares on how that person make you feel loved and also how that person can hurt you that changes who you are but that pain developed you to become more better, because love isn't perfect there will be hurting, anger, doubts, crying and many more but always remember all of that is also part of your growing years.
This is a fiction story about a girl turn into a woman as she met her man who change everything about her, a strong woman who faces a lot of challenges in life with her faith that "Everything happens for a reason and that god will not put you in a situation that you can't get through" she believes that love is the cure to every bad thing in this imperfect world we're walking, keep believing that love will help us to grow in every way.
And she believe that "First love never dies"
It is carve in your heart forever
Time will move on but not your heart.
This story will also told you about true friendship, mistakes, sacrifices, lies and love for your family
CAN YOUR TOMORROW AFFECTS TODAY?
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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