Story cover for "I Will Smile Right Through it and I'll Scream when No One's Around." by I_love_Polar_Bears
"I Will Smile Right Through it and I'll Scream when No One's Around."
I_love_Polar_Bears
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  • Reads 1,012
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  • Parts 6
  • Time 1h 57m
I_love_Polar_Bears
Complete, First published Jun 03, 2021
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Fic 1:
looking at the flowers that don't seem as bright anymore.

Fic 2: 
what had he gotten himself into this time?

Fic 3:
i feel like i know you.


3rd life fic(s) [NOW INCLUDING Empires and Last Life] about the platonic flower husbands except with 70% more angst than there needs to be. Idk, this is all i thought about.
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