I don't know how it happened. One minute, I was in my room looking up at the ceiling, choking on my tears. The next, I was tracing the cuts on my arm with a razor I found under my bed trying to ease the pain I felt inside. It didn't work. And the next, I was looking down the bridge I knew I was going to jump off from one day. I was trying to do that. But I couldn't. I couldn't jump. I was a coward. I was scared. I was alone. I turned around and walked away. There was war raging in me everyday. I needed peace. Even I knew that. Depression and Anxiety were eating me from the inside out. Choking me with their tight grips of hate, sadness, anger and despair. I turned back to look at the bridge. I'll be back. I just have to gather courage. If my dad could do it, so could i. . . . Jenny McCarthy wants to die. She's had enough of the pain, anger and the voices in her head that just won't stop talking. She's was ready to leave it all but she's didn't had the courage to do that but when she loses the last person in her life, that was the last straw. But then she meets Jake Parker. A boy who has a whole other perspective of the world than she does. This is a story of unconditional love, revival, forgiveness and redemption. . . . I post new chapters twice every week, on Tuesdays and Fridays! Book is completed and new chapters will be made available on Tuesdays and Fridays Lots of love. ©All rights reserved BEST RANKING #3 in spiritual #5 in true life story