STAYING ALIVE
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  • Parts 17
  • Time 1h 20m
Ongoing, First published Jun 03, 2021
Mature
She went through the worst nightmare from someone she trusted the most. Coping in her own way, she drowned each day in the only way she knew; a good fuck, Everytime, every day. Her life was based on the next best dick. Some might say she was just staying alive and not living.
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"Another one?" I roll my eyes at her question, refusing to answer as I drop on the couch facing the TV. Switching it on, I browse through the stations looking for something interesting.

"I know you are just going to ignore me Robin, but I'm just worried for you. You need to seek professional help."

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This book contains mature content, mental health issues and... did I say mature content? Yeah, a lot of smut.

Please do not copy my story. I literally had writer's block just writing the description. It's my hardwork. Instead of stealing my story, be motivated to write yours and let me know so I can check it out. Love...

The cover picture does not belong to me but to the owners. I only edited the title on it. 
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Dev, he saw the same dream every night, the same beautiful curly haired girl, looking at him with those pleading pair of eyes, but he could do nothing to save her from drowning. He tried to avoid this weird attraction towards an imaginary girl, tried to fight the growing pain inside him but what did he do when the girl from his dreams came into his life like a gust of wind? He settled to his instincts. Instincts that made him borderline obsessive. Rik, he learned to control the pain, the dream didn't bother him anymore the way it bothered his twin brother, at least that's what he told himself, that the suffocations are normal, that not finding peace at anything was normal, that painting the picture of her and keeping them secret was normal. He hated her for disturbing his peace of mind, until the day he saw her from the very front. And then he knew he will do anything to have her in his life. Teressa, being ignorant to everything, dived into a world that took her back to the darkest part of her life. A life that kept following her from the past, along with the twin brothers. The more she learnt the more pain she felt it. The growing emotion, that led her towards the truth. A curse that knew no bounds, started pulling them together without their knowledge. _________________________________________ UNDER MAJOR EDITING. ● PLEASE NOTE : The pictures/videos or songs, none of these belong to me. I have borrowed them from Google or YouTube for the sole purpose of sharing some of my imaginations related to this story to my readers. ●The book cover is made by me with the help of various pictures taken from Google and other sources. Hence, please don't use or steal it, without my permission. ● And also this story is my own, my first. I am putting my heart into it, so please don't copy it at any circumstances. Your feedbacks are welcome but it would be nice if you don't be vulgar. Love.♥️ Started on - 15/07/2020 Completed on - 22/01/2022.