STAYING ALIVE
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Ongoing, First published Jun 03, 2021
Mature
She went through the worst nightmare from someone she trusted the most. Coping in her own way, she drowned each day in the only way she knew; a good fuck, Everytime, every day. Her life was based on the next best dick. Some might say she was just staying alive and not living.
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"Another one?" I roll my eyes at her question, refusing to answer as I drop on the couch facing the TV. Switching it on, I browse through the stations looking for something interesting.

"I know you are just going to ignore me Robin, but I'm just worried for you. You need to seek professional help."

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This book contains mature content, mental health issues and... did I say mature content? Yeah, a lot of smut.

Please do not copy my story. I literally had writer's block just writing the description. It's my hardwork. Instead of stealing my story, be motivated to write yours and let me know so I can check it out. Love...

The cover picture does not belong to me but to the owners. I only edited the title on it. 
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