In Case I Die Tonight
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  • Reads 86
  • Votes 18
  • Parts 9
  • Time 48m
Ongoing, First published Jun 04, 2021
"My dad was the devil, but I should've realized that even the devil had a reason for his behavior."

Holly Louise Carwyn is a sixteen-year-old female with a father who struggles with an alcohol addiction, a mother who isn't in the picture, mental disorders, a rough home life, is bullied at school, and struggles with money. But sometimes, things or people can numb your feelings from whatever you're struggling with. And that is what Asher Lewis Mosley did. But eventually, running from your demons becomes tiring. They always catch up. And in the end, discovering herself and understanding her father was the best medicine for her situation. She had spent her life turning away from her wounds because of how deep they were.

But maybe she discovered too much.
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