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Searching For Nirvana

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The sequel to "Bull in a China Cabinet". 
I wrote BIACC from ages 17 to 21 and
I've been going through a complete metamorphosis the past 2 years so I decided it's time to start a new chapter. I hope you enjoy following me on this journey too. These books will be published someday. 



PSA:
I found this cover on Pinterest & edited the background & everything. When I publish these books & can find an illustrator that can make my vision come to life, I will create my own original cover because I am not an artist. Most pictures in these books were found on Pinterest.All Rights Reserved

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