Transference
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Sharing personal anecdotes with a stranger in a solemn room may be painstaking, but something in particular illuminates the misery, you don't however know what it is quite yet.
Time is brutal.
And to your poor luck, you begin to find out through interactions with an apparently "trusted" mental health professional, that they may not be so gentle as one is meant to be.
Watch your step when you walk into that little room.
TW- Contains: moderate violence, substance abuse, psychological horror, mentions of sensitive topics.
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