Chantara's Dilemma

"Chantara why don't you just do us a favor and drop dead?"
"Chantara why are you so heartless?"
"Chantara you don't deserve to live, not to talk about being born!"
"Chantara, the girl that thinks everyone is her puppet!"
"Don't you feel anything Chantara?"
"You don't deserve to be called human Chantara!"
"I hate myself for falling for you, Chantara."

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On my tenth birthday something really weird happened. If I believed in the supernaturals, then I would group it in that category. But little did I know that my life will change and that will be the beginning of a heartbreaking cycle. One that changed me from a bubbly, positive, and worldly girl to a dull, depressed, and "cursed" girl. I dwelled into what was slowly killing me with so much proudness.

It was until a stubborn boy came into my life and got ready to change it that I saw how I really needed saving. No matter how hard it was, he stood by me through my dilemma but I was not ready to let him win over my heart...cause that is when it knocks and destroys everything.

*artwork on cover is not mine...