No Longer Biting My Tongue
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Last published срд, июн. 16, 2021
I know this will somehow get back to my mother and her family, and I honestly do not care.
This is about my life with a narcissistic, possibly schizophrenic mother and the healing that I did to get over that part of my life. I have moved on, and I decided to share with others who may not know that they aren't alone, that I am just like you. It's hard, I know, but trust me, if I can heal, trust me so can you.
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